i think i hate Halloween ...

Honesly ... every year now it seem i just hate Halloween.. 

more and more ... T___T

i  can remember back when i was little how much i really did like halloween, but i just can't seem to find the joy in it anymore.

i always seem to be excited for it, but when the actual time comes it just SUCKS ! =(

my last 2 years stories ~

halloween 2009 ....

 let's just say i felt like an idiot walking around in that costume ~ i was told it was cute, but looking back at the pictures i think i never should of wore it ~

My hair was also a major problem also ,,

i had just got it cute like a day before and i was super pissed off because they cut it too short !

i hate that ~ you tell them one length and they just screw it up -_-"

i cried that day lol 

Halloween 2010

well the day was nice i guess ... i actually didnt do anything all day,, but by the time it reached trick-or-treat and my 20 year old sister made me walk around with her to get candy ... thats when it started getting bad ..

she was smoking as we would walk up to houses ... i'm not quite sure about this, but the way i see it it's definitely not the right thing to do when you are already extremely past the age limit to trick-or-treat .. it's the same as putting an old fat man in a fairy costume and having him chase little kids down the street .. 

but that actually wasn't the bad part ~ i later hung out with one of my good friends named Josh .. 

honestly ,,, the most awkward night of my life ... never again -_- "

really .. 

i honestly do believe now that halloween is the worst holiday in the history of all holidays ~